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Date:2005-02-14 20:36
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Happy valentines day to everyone!

Cupid
What is love to be thought of
When it is an emotion that is felt
In this world we are cupid’s players
And the world is his board
So be weary when you feel a prick
He likes to mess with your mind and makes you think its your heart
But take a chance cuz you might learn
That he is a spriteful fairy
That shows the truth in love
It is a game no matter how you play
So show some sportsmanship
And dive into what might be your wildest dream
Holding the feathers of cupid’s wing

By Alceste

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Date:2005-01-27 21:54
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The Greatest thing, youll ever learn, is to love and be loved in return -moulin Rouge

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Date:2004-12-21 22:32
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Why Hello alot has happened since i last updated but i will just highlight since i dont like to type very much (im really lazy).
ill brb.
Alrighty then im done spitting out tooth paste.
Well, I went to Next Big Thing '04 with Valerie and it was awesome but I decided not to go crowd surfing for the fact that Jessica got bit, it kinda turned me away from that plus I weigh a shitload. But it rocked the night away and it was bunches o' fun.
Next, I turned 16 *cheering woot woot* and I shall recieve my driver license soon and be a free mad woman on the road *evil grin*. The only problem is the first time I took it th eold fart failed me for not parking on a hill right, damn drivers people. But in my next attempt I shall park on the imaginary hill right and be a free woman on the road.

damn it wont let me use my tab bar and this comupter is now thoroughly pissing me off urgh. :-(

Then I had my party and that totally rocked!!! I am so glad mostly everyone came and that it went off with a big hit. I was just sad that i couldnt invite everyone but i invited mostly everyone. The presents rocked and I even got to dance for my money from Jessica which I will now spend on a very cheap german dominatrix :-D. Corbin was there to :-) and that made me happy. There was no fight between my friends who hate eachother so I was very glad about that one. The party turned out great some random dues(allison's brother + friend) came by in the middle and eventually threw a bunch of us in the pool. I also jumped in willingly (very stupid mistake) for I told someone I would if they did but I really didnt think they would jump in Oh well it rocked. And we also danced which made me happy.
Also if anyones missing clothes I have a bijillion at my house that I do not own that are others peoples articles of clothing and I have washed the dirty ones.
Went to Stormans with my friend Shay and Bethan and Shays friend DJ. Awesome time, lol did i mentioned i love to dance.
One sad note on the end, Jessica you are leaving me and going to another school *tear :,-(* I wish you good luck and I will miss you Je t'aime mon amie.


Well I updated finally and I also have a xanga winged_luna anyways I shall tlak to you all in the internet world later.

The monsters in the corner are coming to attack me and are now slithering towards me. AHHHH There attacking it is eating my leg Oh no it is moving to my arms my body is dissippating goodbye

sorry just had to add that to the end some of my mind spreading out :-D

I love copy and paste I screwed up on the last entry but if I didnt then im just retarded with the computer lol much love

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Date:2004-10-18 20:49
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Here is Appereances

Outside appereances on all are different for each
from the way that someone looks
or even to the way they dress
they are judged just like a book cover
But how do you know what happens in the book
without reading the book front to back
When people judge others by the way they would picture it themselves
think of how you would be pictured
by the people surrounding you
how could you be so shallow to judge someone
without judging yourself first
And if you do judge yourself do you think so highly of yourself that you could
contradict others
and give yourself the right
to call others whores, wenches or sluts
Has our world deteriorated so much
that know the vilest of comments
are in our everyday language
explaining normal people on the streets
that are just like you and I
One person may look innocent
and in time become the spawn of satan
or the most gothic of people on the streets
could the first one in line for redemptions at the closest catholic church
and the first one to take their holy communion
All I can say is dont judge others if you dont want to be jugded yourself
and dont tell me that you want passer-bys on the street to go by saying their snide comments to you or behind your back
for to tell you the truth
that is one of the rudest things that you could do to mankind
For huminaty is leaving us
and our world is detriorating with it

This one is called Happiness

Happiness in this world is idealistic,
Many think that to be happy is to have love,
But arent the happiest people in the world are children,
How can that be,
they are loved
yet not sexually in the way adults think of love
They think of love as in
I love my best friend
not in as
will you have sex with me
in tenns today
their minds are warped and molded by advertisements
To be happy you need money and riches
for if you have that you can buy happiness
but in the real world that is not true
In the real world when some one tries to buy happiness
It back fires
like the three fold rule
whatever you do unto others
it comes back to you triple
If you are mean unto others
they shall be mean unto you
When many people make money they become arrogant and selfish
But whats the point for if you do that then people are arrogant back
Everyone wants world peace but how can we get that in a society that does not want it
If a society really wanted world peace then they would strive for it
not just let it be asked for
love si the key and if we do not go into the roles of the child
than how can we know the true meaning of love
What is love
that someone can write a definition for it
how do you feel love if it is not a clear path
A true person can give you love but dont you have to be true in return
If you are not true then how can you acheive the goal of love
It is not a sexual attraction
Youneed to know a personality and you need to know their mind
Then you can find the true meaning of love in a childs mind
it is not sexual attraction
it is not sex
it is what you feel when you find a new friend
when you would be able to die for some one right now
and on the spot be able to say i love you
with a innocent mind and heart
When you find this love that is how you achieve happiness
for you know you are not alone in the world
to fight that fight and to live your dreams

This is HAte

Have you ever felt a loathing hate
that you burn inside
When that person who loathes look at you
and you feel yourself burning to death and their black
eyes throw peircing daggers at you
that are colored with the color of your eyes
The hate that become inside people are made by your friends ad loved ones by mistakes sometimes
and then other are made to just start as a joke and turn bad or rotten
But then there others that are made by a deeper hate
some of this hate is by siblings and loved ones
when some think of that they say there is no sibling hat
but if you were ever a brother or sister you know there is
unless you are one of the blessed few who never fight
then the rest envy you
and that is how it starts
envy
one thinks one is loved more than the other so a little ball of evil starts
and it grows
and grows
until it bursts and the bad times start to unwimd
until there is no more dry grass fo rthe fire to burn on
and there is no more positie or negative between you
just a black abyss of nothingness and no more can happen between you
and you go your seperate ways
but always inside you shall be a burnt and charred
part of your heart
for you can never recover and naver heal that wound

The Child

I see the clutter looming next to me
I the walls of books and assignments turn to piles twice my height standing next to me
yet in a childs eye
I see the mountains form
and I see the treacherous climbs to the adventures waiting aove me and wonder why I m stuck to the floor
when i could be soaring
living out my dreams high above the skies limit
and be seeing what no eye has seen before
I let my imagination take one to my mind and
as one
they take on the feats of the world
and take over what used to be and turn it into what may become
And as my mind flaots down to the ground
cold and decieving to the skies
the transformation begins
my eyes mutate from the wonderous glowing childs
to the dull and nonexistant of an adult
I sit and the cold seeps through me into my bones and into my skin
this coldness takes over my body and shivers begin to amount in my body
the shadows loom over me not of mountains
but of books and of assignments that have not been finished
the assignments of life call out my name
and they say that you cannot be a child for all your life
you cannot let out your dreams to others
for you would be ridiculed and spit upon
for an adult is not an adult
but a child stuck in a grown body fighting to be free
and one again with the creatures of the mind
yet the society of today does not let that child be free
and the resposibilty that is pushed upon be ourselves weighs us to the bottom of the ocean
and the only way to swim back to the blissful air of life andsweetness
is to be yourself and tune into the inner sould that you have hid inside

Tragedy

A tragedy in life,
is different for all,
but no matter what that tragedy may be,
It brings people and their sorrows together,
How can such great tragedy bring a nation together,
when it is suppose to be so strong and upright,
Its a bit idiotic to think a mass murder shall bring a city to life,
even though a life has been taken,
no matter from the left hand of god,
or by a creature of earth,
We, as human nature makes us,
shall bond with the one who has made it through life,
the one who lives may be depressed beyond recognition,
but cant they see the silver lining,
Every cloud has a line with a good and bad part,
the storm comes and destroys
while the rainbow brings joy and happiness,
but dont you need one to make the other,
Those who make it on this earth should not waste away,
for even though it is good to mourn,
to bring your existence to that death,
shall make you death itself,
so if this may change your mind,
the silver lining to death is this,
When the big day comes,
and you are taken to the life after death
the ones you loved and missed dearly
shall be waiting there with open arms to embrace you
and though your death awaits you every minute of your life
just think of this
why should I waste away
when there is so much to do in so little time
why should I die when some one has already in my place,
the death is easy and simplistic
It is the life after that we await
and hold to our hearts in anticipation

All by Alceste Laurenti

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Date:2004-10-18 20:38
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when I think about you its always in dreams,
how it started with you was in a dream
why does our dreams live our life,
when we could be together right now
why does human nature be a want when you find who you have
Its a craving to have a dream of you
to where when I sleep i want,
no crave to be in your arms until the time of kjingdom come
when the time does come not even gods arms
powerful and swift
will be able to rip you from my grip
I will never let you go to the black abyss with out my heart
You will never be alone in your times of need
for whether in spirt or in person
I shall watch over you
and i shall be with you till
i lay my head to sleep that eternal sleep
and when we join again on the other side
we will be a one whole of a jagged, broken heart
for if my heart is broken in two
the one half is with you
and when we are together that is my happiness
and my heart returneth whole sealed with the concrete
of a never dying friendship
til the end


When love is thought upon
it is two people who would die for eachother fearlessly
waiting the wait on the other side
this does not even have to be physical love
but a love of your heart and soul
The souls of two star struck lovers entertwin
As instead of being two lovers souls it becomes one entity
the one entity happens when the puuzzle is solved and when the picture appears
The picture has appeared
the beautiful landscape of the lush mountains and growing feilds
appear all around while the flowers turn into the dresses of maidens
and the leaves of the trees become the suit of men
This love goes back to the first eternal sin
Where Adam and Eve had broke
and then beared their children from their hearts
Where a women who loves a man so much to be able to bear his children
would show the infinite love of knowing that they see their death in thier eyes
and they still hold on to see that babe cry
and to see them have a full life
You look into you lovers eyes and you know it is right and true for you

我愛你
This is what I say when I see or hear your voice
whether it be spoken aloud to the world or whether in my mind it is repeated
until engraved into a never dying pattern
in their brain to live for ever more and show that they are the one
The person you hear is your life and you are one entity to live forever more and say this phrase until your old and gray and your voice cannot even say the words
but in your mind you shall repeat it like a chant as if some odd cult
I love this man or women and I love my life i have lived through with them
And this phrase brings life and happiness for the rest of the human existent that we have
I love you with the failure of my heart is upon me
I love you no matter what the pain it havocs or the happiness that occurs
I love you

lol i hope you like it Meagen here ill put another one on too but this one sucks

Winding around our souls and bodies
drifting us to our eternal home
the wind carries us to higher places and teaches us how to fly
close your eyes and look with your mind
and the wind will take you to the skies around the world

Raising our tempers to a fiery glow
the blood boiling through your veins
seeing a death so close
a fire raises in your eyes
and embodies your soul
with its arms wrapping around
and bringing you to the blue falme inside of calmness and serenity
to the red flames that heat you up and you shall go on for days
without ever needing to stop

This douses out the flames
you can float on it as easy as if you were in space
It sustains animals with its depths
and hides treasures from the reach of the greedy mankind
while it also takes souls to it depths
down to davy jones locker
in the ocean
the water keeps mermaids and mer man
a peaceful home to the unknown
it is one of the keys to life
for without it our existence would cease to exist

The sands of the deserts to the trees in the forest holds us and helps us to live on
the ground and the earth sustains us with fod
and gives its skin to live on
where some others woudl not even give it a second glance
the dirt helps our fall on the ground whiloe the trees helps us breathe

All the elementals are keys to life
without air there woudl be no oxygen to breathe and we would die
without the fire we would have nothing to cook our food and in the winter
we would have nothing to warm our bodies with
without water we would die of dehydration for our bodies and souls are not made to not sustain on water even thoguh we poison ourselve with alcohol and sodas that are made with acids that people become addicted to and die longing for their death by the vile substance
The earth is the one thing all creatures depend on the most
without the earth there would be nothing to live on
no food to eat
and oxygen made by for our producing carbon dioxide bodies to breathe in
our bodies were made to destroy the elements either by intake
ideas, or just by not paying attention
we should care for the elementals as our own children
not as a cigerrete butt on the ground

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Date:2004-08-28 22:50
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Mood: bouncy

Well the BIG day came and I made my claim and I moved into the new house!! For all you people out there who have exected this day to come for a while it has finally appeared in my grasp and god dammit i grasped it with two hands and pulled like hell.

Anywayz

My brother in law from te army has just gotten back and everyone at my new house is pissed drunk so I came to the old house to sleep tonight cuz when ur asleep and all the drunks are awake, you may not be happy when you wake up, aka the person passed out with a whip cream bikini lol jk

Also

If you read this James I just wanted to post to you that I will miss you when you go away for the Airforce. I hope you become more than just my plain old weak and become a man lol jk I think your great the way you are

And Finally

You know who out there I say I Do and then I love you lol guess who!!! jk

well so long farewell I do not know this song so long farewell to you of all my friends lol byes

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Date:2004-08-02 13:24
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Mood: drained

Well, Thanks to Jessica im going to update so watch me update biatch j/k ;-). School starts tomorrow and I just got back from California and am dead tired. YA. Both bethan and I have to actually get lockers tomorrow so i bet that willl be dandy fun not. Ill talk to you all lata

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Date:2004-06-04 19:00
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Mood: content

any one going to the darkness concert?

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Date:2004-05-30 04:01
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Mood: depressed

Well, I had a big event in my life today. My dog since I owned since I was six years old died at four o'clock this morning on the thirtieth. He died of kidney failure and all last night e was throwing up pure blood like something out of the exorcist or something. It is so sad. My parents didnt even check up on him at first. I had a feeling that he had died and so I went to check up on him and he was deadcold and his tongue was lolling out of his mouth laying on the floor. It was obvious he was dead. So today Harlaquin died and Dixie is depressed. I hope he didnt go through any pain. My mother thought I was afraid of death but if i had the feeling he was dead then why would i go check up on him? I am not afraid of death it is a natural phase in our body. I dont know why people are for your going to die sooner or later and it may as well be around people you love and not dead alone in a bathroom all alone with no one holding you and no one comofrting you when all you wanted was some one to pet you.

Tragedy

A tragedy in life,
is different for all,
but no matter what that tragedy may be,
It brings people and their sorrows together,
How can such great tragedy bring a nation together,
when it is suppose to be so strong and upright,
Its a bit idiotic to think a mass murder shall bring a city to life,
even though a life has been taken,
no matter from the left hand of god,
or by a creature of earth,
We, as human nature makes us,
shall bond with the one who has made it through life,
the one who lives may be depressed beyond recognition,
but cant they see the silver lining,
Every cloud has a line with a good and bad part,
the storm comes and destroys
while the rainbow brings joy and happiness,
but dont you need one to make the other,
Those who make it on this earth should not waste away,
for even though it is good to mourn,
to bring your existence to that death,
shall make you death itself,
so if this may change your mind,
the silver lining to death is this,
When the big day comes,
and you are taken to the life after death
the ones you loved and missed dearly
shall be waiting there with open arms to embrace you
and though your death awaits you every minute of your life
just think of this
why should I waste away
when there is so much to do in so little time
why should I die when some one has already in my place,
the death is easy and simplistic
It is the life after that we await
and hold to our hearts in anticipation

By Alceste Laurenti

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Date:2004-05-29 13:32
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Mood: tired

Yo everybody, guess what i didnt have to save any one's lives wow! They know how to swim Holy shit! I am so happy that actually know some one on the staff other thn just Lisa. James has saved the day. WEAK. Any way I met some new people and it seems like i am going to have a fun summer but i shall miss all of you. oh yea the Amsih Mafia rox my sox! We dont go with the saying save a horse ride a cowboy we just jack them horses. Oh and who ever wins the ranking of crack hooker good ass job!

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Date:2004-05-29 04:34
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Helll ya pyromaniac!!

UCAUTION
IN THE INTEREST OF SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP BLISSFUL_PAIN AWAY FROM FIRE AND FLAMES.

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Date:2004-05-28 19:04
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Well now I have joined the Amish mafia and have gone against my italian ancestors. May the godfathers forgive me. It was so funny when my father told me of the priest getting mad at the mafia members who went to my grandfathers funeral. And my dad also sang fotr the mafia members in New York. Oh well may I rot in the disgraces of them and we shall jack their damn horses!
-Chester

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Date:2004-05-28 18:49
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Well i just got back from friday night at the races and i actually didnt do to ad or as bad as i thought i would. Ill give you my times but you have to remember this is long course so the times are different than short course. 100 fly- 1:17 100 free- 1:10 and 50 free- 32.7
I guess i did ok and lifeguard training was fun. except that i got no sleep. I finally went to sleep at Marissa's and then she wakes me up asking me to turn off her radio. Well, I dont know where her radio is and guess what she had to climb over me to turn it off and punched me in the butt. Lets just say i had troubles with sleep that night lol. And i swear i could massacre Joe the lifeguard for making fun of me because i was related to my brother. I also met Eddie's girlfriend who looks exactly like Kristen who is his sister. Their like siamise twins or something except with different personalities. She knew who I was but I had no clue who she was until today. Fun stuff.

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Date:2004-05-28 10:52
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Well, today i have a swim meet for the friday night at the races and i just got back from lifeguard orientation. Being in the blistering sun is so much fun when you are with a bunch of people who thinks hey can save lives. Anyway I am dead tired because my friend Marissa, I spent the night at her house and Kevin you were not invited so let your anger writhe, and my mom is being a but and so i have to go work on house now when she said i could stay hoem and rest. Oh well Ill just swim slow then. Sorry for complaining to you all. On a happier note i have a job with real money!!

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Date:2004-05-26 17:23
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ARE YOU SEXY OR UGLY?
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now i want to know, is it true? haha
do you think im ugly or hot lol?

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Date:2004-05-26 17:07
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Happy Birthday to YOU!*shakes fist*

Happy Birthday to YOU *points at Dayna*

 Happy Birthday dear Dayna,

Happy Birthday to you!!!!

*rants and cheers from the peanut gallery overpowering the singing*

May many years come to you and may you live and prosper well in your present times as in the past and which is to come in the future that your life holds beyond you!

*dramatice faint* oh i have not gotten you anything and i shall have to weep. O happy plunger *plunges self then mid stop* Goodbye to later times *plunges more and cry of despair* Hopes everyone likes that haha

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Date:2004-05-25 18:12
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Siren
You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You
have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find. Will you
rate my quiz, I think your voice in just
beautiful?


What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
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Wen I was little, I loved these creatures. I am a mythological freak. I am just obsessed with them =). Have a good summer, pro better than mine, im surprised im not a prune from all the water ive been in.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY A DAY EARLY DAYNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Date:2004-05-23 18:38
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Wow, wel i had a fun weekend. My father had put on a opera this weekend and even though it was a horrible turn out the singers put on a very good show. I went on saturday with Dayna. After the performance which im sad to admit but i almost fell asleep I told all the singers they rocked and Clint gave me a bear hug and cracked my back lol. I had fun with Dayna jumping off swings and such (Dayna your house rocks) and then i got to sit at my new house until my dad just decided to show up at like 600 when he was suppose to be there at 400 i sat all alone for for about 3 and a half hours. well every one tell me how your summer is going oh and does any one want to see shrek 2 on saturday or sunday with me and bethan?

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Date:2004-05-22 13:52
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Mood: bored

Holy Shit!!!!!!!!!!! I am so so SO freakin bored. I cant wait until i go to the opera. My mom is home sick and i am her servant lol thats new? jk i love my mom, I have been trying to catch my attention with something on the internet and i have no avail. GOD DAMN I AM SO BORED. well since that is out of my system i have finished my new book that i bought yesterday. I need a new one.but i highly doubt im going ot get one since the last one was about twenty bucks jeez i need some money owel. I guess i an pick a book from the millions that i have already read. Oh and i just found out my really good friend is moving. To texas. oh im so sad. Well atleast she has good things to look forward too.

Coondogger1983 [1:39 PM]: hiya

shiat7865 [1:39 PM]: hey

Coondogger1983 [1:40 PM]: how r u

shiat7865 [1:40 PM]: im moving to tx

shiat7865 [1:40 PM]: i just found out

Coondogger1983 [1:40 PM]: holy shit

Coondogger1983 [1:40 PM]: when

shiat7865 [1:40 PM]: this summer

Coondogger1983 [1:40 PM]: do you want to? Coondogger1983 [1:41 PM]: oh ill miss you

shiat7865 [1:42 PM]: well yes and no

Coondogger1983 [1:42 PM]: like a two edged knife kinda thing

shiat7865 [1:42 PM]: ya

Coondogger1983 [1:43 PM]: which parts

shiat7865 [1:44 PM]: well im gonna miss tampa and my friends and my teams and my school

shiat7865 [1:44 PM]: but my new school is the best vball school in TX

shiat7865 [1:44 PM]: and austin is an AWESOME city Coondogger1983 [1:44 PM]: thats something to look forward to

shiat7865 [1:44 PM]: and my new house is gonna be awsum Coondogger1983 [1:44 PM]: oh i know some people who live ther

shiat7865 [1:44 PM]: ad my new vball club is better than TBJ

Coondogger1983 [1:45 PM]: thats good then

Well i hope that she is ok. I love you Willa!!!!!!!!!!! Never forget the good times!!!!!!!!! well atleast im not bored anymore i have things to think about now

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Date:2004-05-22 05:04
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faery
Faerie:
Faeries are sweet loving beings who love to help
people. They are not held back by reality and
love to dream and fly around. You probably are
very creative and although not the most popular
person in the world you are probably loved by
many for your sweet caring personality.


What Mythological Creature Are You (Many Results and Beautiful Pics)
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Wow, does this really explain me? The picture rocks though

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